Therapy won't change anything unless you want help. Then and only then will therapy work for you.

You said in another thread (the medication/drug forum) that you were all better and don't need your medication anymore... I find that to be false. As I mentioned there, when you start feeling better it's because your medications are working, not because you don't need them anymore.

Disrespecting your mother in such a way deserves an apology, I hope you apologized to her. Please, learn some techniques to control your temper/anger. You should never raise a hand to your mother, especially if she was trying to be loving towards you. You only have one mother in this life, treat her well while you still have her.

No, you're not a bad kid. You just have some problems that need to be worked on. Therapy and researching your problems will help if you want the help. I wish you the best.