i feel so misunderstood here. Nobody read what i said. Why do you all not understand how horribly WRONG that DR treated me???????

When people here post, i try to read what they write. Why doesn't anyone read what i wrote?

Why is it ok if a dr abuses someone?

What if it were YOU?

What i went through at that hospital and what i go through with that Dr who doesn't believe me and doesn't want to treat me- i only go to him because i can find NO ONE who will believe the severe constant pain i have. He doesn't believe me either but has treated me grugingly - giving medicine to get me out of pain- IT's IMPOSSIBLE to live in. Every month he threatens me to take it away. There isn't a way to choose to live in the pain. i can't do anything except scream.

This dr ALWAYS makes me feel like a drug addict and always accuses me- making me go from one dr to another- nothing is coming up because i have nerve damage from a pesticide spill at work.

It's not able to be proved so every dr is taking the fact that i have PTSD and DID and thinking that i'm having somatic -body memories. i wasn't even abused that way and it isn't. It's REAL and CONSTANT SEVERE PAIN. and it's impossible to live in.

This dr hurt me - he made it so impossibly difficult for me at the hospital by not giving the sedation that we talked about before and swearing and acting unprofessionally with anger before the procedure and triggering me. i'm so damaged.

it's NOT ok. \

Why is ok with you.?

Do i have any friends here?
Not here either?

tears,
kerria