((((((((((((((kerria)))))))))))))))
I am so sorry you are hurting. I care. I wish I had the words to say to make it better and advice as to how to handle it. Can you talk to a lawyer? Perhaps this is something that needs to be addressed legally?

Also, I wondered, have you considered going to an acupunturist for the pain? And also, perhaps an herbalist can help you figure things out where a dr might not have the means to?

I'm sorry things are going so rough for you and I hope you feel better soon.