Hi Amanda,
Maybe looking for a new T would help. Starting and Stopping therapy is really hard on the body's system. Hopefully you can call your T and tell him what you understood him from saying or doing...
Unfortuanately switching and not remembering is very hard to handle yet by journaling and talking to your T even if it is writting it down helps us all out, in fact the things we don't want to say out loud, we email it to our T.
We all (ThaCrew) hopes you all can try and write him and tell him how you feel about him laughing and maybe making a contract to not stop therapy.
If you switching and not remembering this is the time you need a T.
Keep us all in touch...
Know were thinking about you............................

ThaCrew