HMMMMM. Sounds like you might actually need what cares you. I'm sorry i am so scattered, but are you seeing a T? You might honestly do the "first I'll take myself to the curb every day, then to the corner, etc until you can get yourself out and around the block. I'm kinda worried that if this keeps going, it's going to get harder to get over that bump. HUGGGGS, say the person who has a training machine behind her saying "Just try it, #¤%&! See what happens!"