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Originally Posted by lonegael
HMMMMM. Sounds like you might actually need what cares you. I'm sorry i am so scattered, but are you seeing a T? You might honestly do the "first I'll take myself to the curb every day, then to the corner, etc until you can get yourself out and around the block. I'm kinda worried that if this keeps going, it's going to get harder to get over that bump. HUGGGGS, say the person who has a training machine behind her saying "Just try it, #¤%&! See what happens!"
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I do have a T and we have been trying to figure out how to build some structure into my day. I was honest with him and said that I honestly would blow it off if I set it up for myself. If I had a volunteer job, I would end up just not going any more, and if I had a job that I would call in sick as many times as I could until a supervisor talked to me about it, and then I would try to find a legitimate way to be sick, like wanting to get hurt, and eventually I would quit.
I am not in crisis, but I am not functioning and I just want to go somewhere and wipe out all the bad habits and get new ones.
I am also exhausted. I need a break. From what, I have no idea.
Maybe I am just too far gone...