Thank you Susan, Means alot your answer.Gving you a online hug. I get so emotional because seeing someone i love suffering is so hard. Im not sure he is getting help so thats why i worry. Like you said only so much i can do .he has to do himself. lonegal hugs. How do i stay strong? Im scared of him staying away for good. I would be heartbroken for life if he pushed me away forever. Tears keep falling today.