Ok, so I've never really been diagnosed technically, though I am on meds for depression and anxiety, my psychiatrist labeled me as having dysphoria last time I saw him, which is funny because I was going to bring that up with him because that's also what I think my problem is/has been. But I also feel a pull like some days I'm not quite my regular self, more of an alter ego, if you will- she comes out more when I'm intoxicated, but she seems to be fluctuating her power more duiring sober regular days of my life. like a day at a time, or sometimes, mere glimpses of her- like saying things out of nowhere and I don't feel myself for a bit. Does this make any sense to anyone or am I just overanalyzing things?