you're right Vicki, being there the first time was bad enough, to have to go through it a second (and even more in some cases) time seems too much. all i can say is i agree with petunia that in order to flush it all out so we can heal, we have to go through it again. (((((Vicki)))) i am sorry that you are all going through such a bad time. you can still PM me if you want to. i think you have been very brave and very strong and i hope your T tells you that too. keep fighting, you can do it. and stay safe.

(((((((((((((all of you)))))))))))))

-shadow