Sounds like you had a good session....but I feel so sad about it. I hope your T follows through with the phone call, although I'd hate to have that sitting in the back of my mind for the next couple months. I hope you do find another T if that's what you feel you need. It's scary and takes time to develop a trusting relationship....I know that I've been with my T for 9 months or so, and I still don't feel entirely safe. Ugh.

((( HUGS )))