Hi Moon! Was wondering where you have been. The first thing that I thought about with your dream was that killing the man was equivalent or symbolic of you talking/revealing in therapy? You would think that you were in trouble for each one? Or that these men symbolize all the men that you were afraid of while growing up and they kept coming into the session bothering you?

Your feelings of your inner 8 yr old might be accessed by letting her express her "I don't care attitude" first.

Could you be reading more into your husband's comment than need be? Could he just have been being honest and that he really would like to go and that is it? When we make more out of someone's comment than what was meant this is usually our past feelings about ourself filling in. Could it be that you just feel guilty doing this stuff for yourself?

I'm glad that you had a good yoga class and a good session! Have you been seeing your new T for 3 months now!