Miss A,
I don't blame you for what happened, not at all.
When you first posted here, talking about school and stuff, I knew that there was something else, and that the trouble would be in your closest relationship. I just knew it.
You have been very brave to tell your story here, I could never have achieved that at your age.
I'm sure your therapist will tell you what I'm going to say now - you are not 'bad'. You may be angry, and hurt and frustrated and p***** off but you are not 'bad'.
There is no way for anyone here to fully understand what the dynamics are with you and your Mum, this is just a message board, but I would ask you to tell your therapist what you are feeling about your Mum. You are young, there is still plenty of time to deal with this.
Stick with it Miss A, you are a good person.
Cheers, M
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