Martina - that's awful about your father. I always feel bad saying I wish my grandma would just pass on but at the same time she doesn't know where she is, who everyone around her is, she is lost in her own world. It doesn't seem right to keep her here wasting away, slowly dying physically when she doesn't want to live anyways. That is one thing, when my grandpa died, it was a shock to me and it hurt very bad because I didn't know it would come. But when my grandma dies I think it will be more of a sigh of relief. Like she finally doesn't have to suffer anymore.