Little update

Mark has started a facebook account - never was iterested before and as a photo of her and him on it. It just killed me to see it. He was so private when we were together and now he's advertising to the world that he's with her. I feel like I never knew him at all. It was like being kicked in the gut once again.

He's coming to the house tomorrow to pick up the stuff he left behind and to get rid of his rubbish. I don't know if I should be there or not???? I don't really want to see him but I do want. Such mixed emotions right now.
I was doing okay until the facebook thing - it's just he's rubbing my nose in it just to hurt me. I want him to be hurting not me.

New Years eve was okay, did do much but went to the movies with a really great friend. My problem now is that I think I am giving him mixed signals too and I don't feel ready to be with someone else not to mention the fact that I don't know if I love him like that. I don't want a rebond relationship that will ruin a wonderful friendship..

Today I have realised that I just need to get on with my life and not worry about what Mark is doing. He can be as happy as he wants but in a way I don't think he has really changed who he is and will revert back eventually.

Why does this sort of thng happen to really good people?