It must have been very difficult to say what you needed to in those e-mails and then not get the response you hoped for. But I wonder if it feels safer to do it in e-mail than in person or via telephone (because I know you have difficulty getting to in-person sessions right now). The best way to sort out disagreements, confusion, and conflict is directly, via conversations. So much can get lost or distorted, on both ends, when contact is only in writing. It seems like every e-mail you two send gets things more tangled. You're clearly upset about this and I hope you are able to get this sorted soon.