Now I feel bad for criticizing her -- really she is the most generous soul.
Right now I'm a little irritated at her because she went away the day before Xmas and she isn't coming back until next Monday. So unfair, I know. (But I just don't like it when she goes away.)
So really I'm just venting. If I talk about this tomorrow I might have a different opinion.
What I really get angry with her about is that if I have an appointment with her and then go home and cut, I think she is at least in part responsible for that. But she says she isn't. I think she just doesn't like to admit that she is. I think that deep down inside she knows that at some level, she is responsible.
Really I am very attached to her, though.
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my fear is that she is going to try to turn it around and say it's my stuff when i know it isn't. it kind of freaks me out to think how a T could abuse their power and do that when they screw up.
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Bloom, I think it's partly that they can rationalize that they are not actually screwing up -- they are just not being honest with themselves. And the other part is that maybe they are afraid that it is their stuff, and that they are doing damage -- that they are doing some kind of iatrogenic damage, and they don't want to admit it.
(OK, I am still irritated at my T. But this is not all irritation. There is also something valid in what I'm saying.)
-Far