I am back to eating a lot again....I have been doing it so much lately that I am gaining what weight I lost back again....I HATE it... I am 5'5 and I am 47 and I weigh 215 and I hate myself so much.....when I look in the mirror and see myself, then I hate what I see and end up eating more and more.....UGH I have tried and tried to stop but can't....I hate being so fat....have been heavy all my life....UGH life I hate my life...