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"Well, I got very intoxicated last night (I'm sorry to say) and with my head spinning, I decided to go outside and clean up the barn. The next think I knew, I woke up at about 4:00AM and my pet goat was sniffing my face. I must not have gotten very far with my cleaning before I "passed out" because <font color="red">I found myself laying in goat droppings and the left sleeve of my shirt was soaked in goat urine.</font> "

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My suggestion: do not drink alcohol. Does not matter if you drink every day or not, does not matter if you feel drunk when you drink or not. Consider the possibility that you should not drink alcohol.

Get into a recovery program. Inpatient if possible. Go to meetings religiously. Get books on recovery and read. Work the program, if you won't do 12 step, find another method, there are many.

Do not drink alcohol. Give this an honest attempt, take it one minute at a time, one day at a time. Clean out all the alcohol from your house and do not buy anymore.

Get your alcoholism addressed, get into recovery, have your use of Lorazepam also evaluated. Find a mental health therapist and learn self help techniques to assist you in coping with anxiety and other challenges.

Sarah