Thank you Tree, your words really helped..I did go to email T but felt tension in my neck over doing only because its a holiday today and I guess I don't want her break to have any of my pathology spoiling it...if it were just a regular end of terM sort of break, then I think I would have....gosh even I am begining to get fed up with my pathological disturbences gate crashing her holidays (insert perfected tears)...i just wanna grow up.