YES i took a transAtlantic flight and went all the way to Holland to visit a renown herbalist because none of the things i was able to find in the US helped.
The drops he gave made me sick and didn't affect my separate personalities AT ALL.
which is the problem of why i always get exposed to pesticides,,,,Today ,there was Ban Rot --a "Danger" catagory fungicide and a fungicide laced in the hormone concentrate that the work part mixed and used today. i can't communicate with the work part - we have no Host person. i can't stop what's happening to the body there. It's so frustrating. i'm so afraid.

i GIVE UP. NO ONE has the same degree of problems in their life and it's too depressing to find so many people that are doing so much better and able to have normal lives.

IT's too depressing to come here anymore. No one can help because no one can identify. i am an alein.

i can't go anywhere,
tears,
kerria