I am reading through the posts and even my own post all the way down there and I feel SO sad. Im not sure why this is making me feel so sad. I feel like crying.

I have been so busy with my children all home from school this week that I havent had more than a few moments here and there to jump onto the computer. But I read some threads and I even posted and got some responses that I havent even had time to respond to. Everyone here has always, always been so supportive of me and responded to my posts. When I needed support or when I needed to share the good stuff and I feel guilty (is that the word?) for not having been a supportive friend this week here on the board. I miss everyone. There were a number of posts this week that I read that I wanted to respond to very much but knew I couldnt spend more than 3 minutes writing a response,so I didnt say anything. I feel like crying I miss "talking" to everyone so much.

Im gulity, but I know its probably its OK, we all have these times when we cant get to the computer. But I feel so badly that I have not been able to return the generosity this week that has been shown to me here. That I dont deserve responses now if I can post again because I have been missing this week. Or...maybe I feel like I will be forgotten if I dont respond. Ewww...not a side of myself I want to post about, but I think it is true.

Sigh.....