ok here it is I developed ed when I was 36 and at that time I weigh 201 and was very ashmed of myself so I went into starvation mode and lost a lot of weight got down 99 pounds my husband came home one night and found me almost dead. If it wasen't for him I would be dead. It started when he did the unthinkable thing to me. and that is how it started 99 pounds I was proud than. When I think back i'm not proud of 99 pounds.