well, T responded. i've only read it briefly as i am not really awake enough to deal with it yet. she said at one point something about "probably" being wrong. lol, considering some other people's Ts don't take any responsibility that is not too bad. but then she said something about my trying to make her responsible for my feelings. the thing is i don't think i am at all. i think she tried to guilt trip me but i don't feel guilty for dropping the class because i'm too sick to come. i'm upset she would try to give me a guilt trip. i didn't accept it! so, i don't know...i really need to reread the email carefully and then figure out whether or not i think this therapy is worth continuing. i feel like my trust in her has been broken and i'm not sure i can get it back.

okay, the really weird thing is she used an odd expression that is exactly what i said to someone in the relationships forum here on PC when responding to their thread. she knows i post here and i think she may be reading my posts. ewwwww.