I'm doing this with my Geodon! I know that "not as much" is absorbed when taken without food so that's what I did for the first week and a half. Now I'm taking half of a dose with food and all is going well. I intend to start taking the half dose without food to bring the adsorption down even more. I have an appointment with the pdoc on the 6th and when I tell him what I've done (IF I tell him what I've done) I know he will be pissed. But I want to stop. The only things I've been through as far as withdrawals are cold symptoms and maybe a headache here and there. But I've also noticed I laugh more. And that's worth it for me.

I don't like my pdoc. My pharmacy LOST a prescription for Xanax and when I asked him for another he flat out accused me of abusing them and even called the pharmacy to see when the last time was that I had it filled. (it had been a month and a half). He did write me another and the pharmacy has since found the script. But last time I went in to see him he had a pdoc in his place because he was out of the country. THIS pdoc doubled the dosage! And I DIDN'T ask for it! Now when I see him next week there is no telling what he will say to me. I know that some how he will make it out that I finagled more drugs. I don't like him, since the accusation. And I've kept it in and been a nervous wreck ever since the incident. This is the first time I've spoke/written about it. It's been almost three months since I saw the last pdoc, 6 months since I've seen the accusing, regular pdoc.

...Sorry...</endhijack>