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Originally Posted by BlueMoon6
Feeling like I am guilty of a crime. I have done something terribly wrong, like a murder or something, I have hidden it well, gotten away with it, nobody knows how bad I am. But somehow I will slip up. Someone will find out about me or I will commit a more obvious crime and then get the REAL punishment I have deserved all along.
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I am another one who completely understands this. T has told me a billion times that this is the shame the abuse put on me. I am not yet able to grasp this; if I
feel bad, then I must have done something bad, I must
be bad. I can intellectually get that I'm not bad, but the emotional understanding is just not there.