Does anyone here believe in bad luck? Like an unlucky person? Because that is me, the most unlucky person in the world. Everything goes wrong for me. Even others notice how negative things happen to me.

I called the hotline and in the middle of the conversation we got disconnected. Can you believe that? I reach out for help and then nobody. I know it was probably an accident, but it feels like I'm not meant to be helped. It really ****ing sucks.

But... thank you all for your support & love.