He keeps telling me to get out. One minute he wants me, and the next is get out. I'm sick and tired of it. I love him. I'm just tired of jerry always being extremely upset over stupid stuff. Yesterday, he was all pissed off that I didn't move fast enough to bring his wallet to the car. He called me and told me to bring it out to him. Well when he started being a jerk. I threw it at him. He just pulled up, and I was putting on my shoes. I was walking out the door, and here goes with the stupid horn. Then he got out of the car all pissed off. Face all red over a wallet. He started being very loud, so I just threw it at him. He was upset about the $30.00 for my meds and the little bit of food that I had bought. He was mad about the laundry, because I hadn't done all of it yet, and let me just tell you, he snapped. He's been doing this crap to me for a while now. Everytime he gets mad, he wants me out. I'm just so sick and tired of it. I have been calm and talk to him about all this when he is calm too, and he won't stop. Then when he's mad sometimes he will go a few days without talking to me. I don't know how many times I have had to sleep on the couch because he's mad. Then he said he's taking me off the lease. We have one car, and he wants me to be out on the street while he keeps the car. He brought it to my attention that since he has worked and I have stayed at home, and he has bought me cloths that I should give him the car. I'm just so mad. He wants me off the stupid lease so he can just put me out. I'm done. I'm just so done. I have tried. This time it's going to be him. If we do get back together it will only happen if he goes into therapy. People just don't act like that for something so mild. It's like getting mad over the wrong toothpaste. That is how stupid I think this is, when he gets mad.
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