its back ....
fear....
anxiety...
overwhelming angst .... because I have put a plan in motion but am still afraid of where the road will lead....and
afraid of everything....
I tucked it away for the last few weeks ...
almost forgot about it actually ...
I am good at ignoring me....
BUT
it doesnt work forever....
stressed out....feeling like a little girl who wants to throw a fit and block stuff out again ....
Not to mention I wanted to be further along in socializing with others and find I AM NOT.....frig!