I didn't call anyone back last night. I ended up crying myself to sleep, so that was fine.

This morning I feel so much better, a little stupid for last night's drama, but better. I have my battle scars though (cuts & bruises) and trying to figure out how to explain to husband.

I'm going to look into the ECT - I've heard of it before and have considered it. Life always looks a little better the morning after a terrible episode.

Thanks all for helping me through it.