SpcL,

Welcome to PC. Its real sad that it is under these circumstances, but it is nice to know WE have a place to share.

Hey C.....sssooooo good to hear from yaaaaa.....my friend..........

I guess, in relation to your post SpcL, it was just last tuesday, I asked the psychologist I see, and have been for a few years now, who is a board certified expert in traumatic stress, is it possable to forget an incident immediately after it happens?

The answer to my question was very simple. Her answer was "thats ptsd".

And anger was the first symptom.

I guess anything after this would require a trigger icon.

I specifically asked this question referencing one military incident, that left my brain/mind blank for an entire year......

.......in time............

RE: Racism.........I was not a racist......because....I hated EVERYBODY...

........a portion of my military traumas stem from inside the ranks......

...........sparrowstail....ole soldier....82-84.....bigredone...2ndacr...........
................trng acdnts..........bdr patrl.............and........

......learning how to close the book and put it back on the shelf........knowing were it is...........and.............taking the book of the shelf.........opening it up and using it when or as needed.......then putting it back on the shelf......were it belongs..............