Hi Dreamer,

I am really okay. Those feelings are from when I was little and being in that situation, only processing them as an adult. I don't feel like this in the present time, I don't think I could ever take my life. It is confusing.
I have had the dissociation feeling after EMDR, but this one is different. As I am feeling it today, it almost feels like a radiating healness of energy moving through out myself and extending past my body through my skin. Perhaps the EMDR got rid of a lot of bad stuff and my body is just healing from all the poison being within me. Like I have all this room now inside to store other things. :-) Who knows, I am anxious to hearing what my T says about it.