IF, however, your parents are not able to be understanding, helpful & supportive--please keep seeking help from other caring adults that you can trust. My parents had a lot of "stuff" going on so they were not able to help me. But there may be a trusted teacher, school counselor or member of your church or even your family doc that can help you.

I didn't pay attention or see what state you are in--sorry--but in Indiana you can dial 2-1-1 (like 9-1-1) for help & to get resources. Maybe Mental Health America (formerly Mental Health Assoc.) or NAMI (National Alliance on Mental Illness--nami.org) can direct you to resources as well.

Keep your head up & searching for help. You deserve it. It is not uncommon, unfortunately, for these kinds of difficult circumstances & emotions to be a part of your life, but you can overcome these difficulties & have a successful life.

Take care, dear...