((((Rainbow)))) I know you feel the same way. When I was posting that I thought of you, too

Sometimes I get confused. I like to talk about things- about my family, my friends, my inner life and then I remember that RL is more important than talknig about RL. Sounds silly, but its as if I like talking and having it all in my head that it cna be thought of almost as a substitute for RL.

I think you brought up something really interesting. How "real" are PC friends? You are all real to me, but we have never met (oh, I met 1 person ). What if I never posted here again? It would seem like you all went away...and never were in my life....so easily. That is kind of scary. I mean, online friends ftt says is a safe way to share things I might not share with RL friends, so it is easier. But when I think of how easy it would be for these friends to disappear, it is scary at the same time. Less safe than RL friends in that way. How real are friends you have never met?

Well....Im not going anywhere I like reading and posting here....