I have to admit I've said the same thing exactly, sick of being sick, more times than I can count. Like right now, I'm in the middle of a meltdown and it's all I can do to keep my head on. But I'd be far worse if not for medication.

It's important to remember that every effort to improve your quality of life is worth it. I want you to know I hope we both can stick with it. In the end it's all we can do.