So I started therapy in July, and then broke up with my live-in boyfriend in August. And then depression hit. I was already in therapy for other issues and this complicated things majorly! The chaos in my life had not settled until.. NOW!

I moved into my new apartment. I am living on my own for the first time. Finally there is not TONS of tension at every FOOTSTEP, unless my cat is in a bad mood! I forgot that my depression was temporary.. I forgot that this is what I was waiting for. I forgot that things would be better when I finally got out of the hellhole of absolute chaos! Now my life is MINE to control!!!

Since I've lived on my own, I have already started doing all the things I was struggling with before, and I have only been here four days!

- settling into a self-care routine again!
- eating regularly
- eating healthy things
- keeping the house clean
- sleeping full nights!
- keeping a regular sleep schedule
- feeling alive!

I was waiting for this.. I am waking up.. NOW I'll be ready to do the real work in therapy!!!

T will be so happy!