(((((((((((lynn)))))))))))

You are a treasured and wonderful friend. I am so very sorry that you are in such agony.
If posting causes such angst, then take a break from it. Take as long as you need. Know that we will always be here when or even if you come back.
I don't want you to suffer. You mean so much to me. I wish I could make all your pain go away. That is what you truly deserve.

Wishing you peace