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Jan 03, 2010, 01:18 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2008
Location: Canada
Posts: 212
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I haven't slept all that much in the past few days. I can sleep but only in a deep sleep, I can not dream or else bad things will show up. I have the feeling where you don't know what to do or if you can do anything. Like no hope at all  . Like that night, i found my razor and y head just started pounding on me. screaming at me "just do it!" over and over again. This has happened to me once before but only once. I hate what he did to me. I can't even look at a guy anymore or touch him. He ruined my relationship with my boyfriend. He's moving in like 2 days and i can't even look at him
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