I am sorry you feel so down. Its understandable that you feel this way.

What this guy did was wrong! But you should not blame yourself. You can learn from this and move on. If I were you I would go back to my mother and talk to her about how you feel.

Are you seeing a counsellor? Talk about this if you do and if you dont - book one to talk things through.

If you are feeling low - listen to some nice music, have girly chat with a friend or watch a funny film. I know that this might sound strange as you feel so horrible but try to step out of it and in time you will feel better. But please talk to someone!!

I am a bit lost about the boyfriend - moving in??