That sounds difficult for you. Therapy is RIGHT place IRL for DID to be addressed. People don't just have DID because they want it or even because they are geneticallyt that way. Something very serious happened to cause DID. And the alters hold the memories. The purpose of having a T is to allow the person a SAFE place where Alters can share those memories and get the help the innocent child was denied. IMHO - I would find a different T who was willing to work with you on the DID issue. Not saying leave the T you have - but get DID help.