I have had suicide thoughts of and on for 12 months now, due to a medical condition that is always going to be there and which I won't go into now. The thing is I went to a therapist, we get along fine and he is a great help, problem is we have crossed boundries at first he was distressed about it and we stopped . He explained all about transference to me
but there is more to it than , we are both attracted to each other and now it has become very sexual. It all helps my suicide problem but I am mature enough to know it can't last, we are both married and want to stay that way.My fear is that when it does end I am going to be right back where I started so is it such a bad thing that we are filling a need we obviously both have?