This may sound bizarre but sometimes Im not sure about wether Im really dissociative or not. I mean I got the diagnosis many years ago but I cant help but wonder if some of the stuff that happens to me isint just me making it all up. How do I know if all the reading Ive done on the subject hasnt influenced the way I behave?

Then I think to myself about the lost time, switching in front of my daughter and really freaking her out, finding debits on my debit card for purchases I dont remember making? Could it be anything else? Absent-mindedness, perhaps? Ive been called dingbat more n once. Maybe thats all it is.

Anyway, getting to a loss for words and train of thought is nearing an end.