i don't know if posting this here is appropriate, but i wasn't sure where to put it. so basically, i'm very obsessive. mainly with people. you could say my main obsession is of danny jones, the guitarist of mcfly. i know it sounds ridiculous and very fan-girlish, but it's been at the point where it's made me miserable for a fair six years now. i get incredibly upset and cry a LOT. it makes me feel useless because he doesn't know who i am, and like if he doesn't care, the one person i care most about, who is going to care? even if i killed myself, he wouldn't know. he wouldn't care - not that it's his fault, but because i feel like it's MY fault. i don't know how, but it just seems that way. but anyway, things have gotten a little worse. unfortunately for me, i have a NEW obsession to add to the pile. judging by my avatar, you've probably guessed. yes, i'm becoming increasingly obsessed with a television character. which my friends are telling me is really strange. i'm not so much interested about the man who plays him, i just care about this fictional character who seems to follow me around wherever i go. i just WISH there was a way to let all these people go, so i can stop being miserable and start having a healthy obsession at least! i can't stop thinking about him, he's plaguing my mind completely.