Sounds like maybe you need to work out the med issue with your pdoc...does your pdoc explain why they will not change your dose? I am greatful for the meds. I feel better able to deal with my illness. I do wish they had these meds when my biological mother was still alive because then she would still be alive. I do understand that you are sick of being sick. I was there once and slowly went through the greiving process. It is pretty hard. Hang in there.