((((((Kiya)))))

Im so sorry that you are going through a difficult time now.

I have to say that I think that it is a really good self-care to make an appointment with the back-up T. It seems huge to me. Does it seem huge to you? It seems like a real act of loving and caring about Kiya to see someone you dont know for help.
Im wondering if you have ever seen him/her before? Maybe you will really like this T? I know your T has suggested seeing someone more qualified to talk to you. Maybe this will be a good introduction into seeing someone else? Someone with another approach? Am I way off base here?