Hello Garden! It looks like you could use a few friends! I read over this thread a couple of times and it seems kind of hard to understand some of statements. What you wrote seemed disjointed. I know you have a sister but that you didn't get along. You had friends but they started to treat you bad...did you ever ask any of your ex friends why they stopped being your friend? Of the people who said you were a bad influence, did they explain how you were a bad influence? Maybe if you let us get to know you a bit better we can find out together just what is going on...this one has me stumped.