My pdoc/t says that the reason its easier for me to go to the sad/bad ideas rather than the happy/good ones is because I've been conditioned by my life/environment to expect the worst in most situations. Even now if I feel happy, I usually think that I must have done something wrong or I am misinterpreting the feelings. Perhaps this is the same for you?
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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