i have had wonderful break through today! and i have realized that all of these "charaters" are me. i think i have been sterotyping my self and trying to organize all of the things that make me who i am into different people. i can be a reckless person, i love dressing like a cowboy, i am indeed bi-sexual. now i just need to adress my depression and social phobia. thanks to everyone who commented on my threads!!!