So I have been thinking a lot about some of the stuff that has come up for me with regard to some recent threads. In particular, I mean my musings about my T not taking responsibility for me restarting to cut, and, basically, my upsetness about that.

So I decided that at least some of my part was perhaps not telling her enough of how I felt. Maybe.

So last night I copied out some of my posts, and pasted them all together, and sent them to her as an email.

I guess I feel like the whole thing was hard for both of us to deal with. I feel like we were both completely blindsided by it. She's so good to me. I don't want to wreck our relationship, or upset her. But I feel like I get upset by just trying to slide over this. So we'll see.

I hope that was an OK thing for me to do.

-Far