Sleeps,
Please take care and I hope you know how much you're going to be missed on this board. I'm sorry that your life seems so desperate right now, but even though I don't know you personally, I feel that you are a survivor and will persevere through this difficult time. Some people just can't keep their prejudices to themselves, but don't let that get to you. Focus on yourself and what's best for you. Be safe, be healthy, and don't ever give up.
Hugs,
Alexiel
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