Hi. And welcome to the forum.
Now for the advice you're asking for.
It would be wise to see a psych and really do more than just talk about medication. Now it won't be easy. Because everyone's chemestry is different. You may end up having to take 2 or 3 meds. Plus finding the right mix of meds.
You need to face this, though. You are bipolar. You need meds. Or you may go into a manic mode and do things that will ruin your life or go into a depressed mode and become sucidial.
But a psychiatrist will know more than me. I am bipolar and have been there.
Good luck, dear, and keep us posted.